I was raped this past August, but the memories are just now coming back. I don’t know how to handle it, I can’t deal with the flashbacks I’m starting to have. I don’t want to tell my girlfriend, even though she’s been through it already. I’m scared, what do I do? Help?
Oh, sweetheart! *Big hug*
It will all be ok!
Do you have a woman’s shelter? You should go there! Explain your situation. Ask for help. <3 I’m here for you 100%!!!!
Soooo I want to kik with some chicas 18+. Just make friends- that kinda thing!
Inbox me for my add!!
Any takers want to inbox me, and fill out a little survey?
Ahhh, the single life!
Seriously. I just want to make new friends. (18+). ^_^
Inbox me, pretty pleaseee? :D
I really, REALLY need to start focusing on myself.
No one else.
Because only I can determine my happines.
I am realizing…
That I will never get back my childhood that my father stole from me. The childhood I should’ve had, where he was the responsible father who provided for his family, and not have my mom do all the goddamned work. The childhood where he should’ve taught me how to defend myself… to know what guy to say “FUCK YOU!” to. To… I don’t know… DATE well matured guys my own age?
I didn’t even start dating until I was 19, RIGHT before he died.
You wanna know why??
"You’re not good enough. Guys won’t go for girls who have low self confidence."
Oh. My. GOD.
I’m so furious at my father, even though he’s dead.
I literally want to throw his urn full of ashes across the room, break the damned thing, and cuss him out like no tomorrow, even though he is no longer alive on this frickin’ earth!
I need to live life for ME. ME, damn it. No one else.
I can’t believe it took me this long to realize this.
I will not let my father’s dumbass mistakes make or break who I decide to become.
No way in freakin’ hell.
I won’t let an abusive (dead!) asshole ruin or rule my life ANY MORE.
I’m a survivor. I am a woman. And I love myself.
BRING IT ON.
I am the key to my own future. And I cannot WAIT to see what my life has in store for me! <3
I’m back, y’all!
I’ve been soooo busy, good lordy!
I’m back to college (part-time), and absolutely LOVE it.
I’ve finally forgiven the people in my past who have hurt me, including my rapist. I know that’s crazy, but I have!!
PLEASE inbox me!
I’m without KIK for a freaking WEEK (I get it back on Wednesday, if not sooner)- I decided to drop my phone in the damn toilet! (LOL!) <3
INBOX ME, my loves!! :) MUAH!
BTW- I know this is an awareness blog, but be prepared for random stuffage. I mean, EVERYTHING random. :D